A euphoric rush. Everything feels real yet otherworldly. I am deeply connected to my surroundings. The trees are breathing. The wind is whispering. The mountains are radiating. Lifeless yet so energetic and vivacious. I can feel their souls. I accept this energy. This mysterious state between darkness and light is where I find the most mental clarity. Blue makes me unafraid to feel. I crave desolation and silence, on the edge of reality. I have an insatiable need and desire to live a limitless life. Those mountains are my medicine, my ecstasy.